Day 1 - best friend.

alright, well i have more than one.

dear bonnie dipaolo- okay, first off, you are amazing. i dont know why we werent friends in 7th grade, but i remember that when we first started being friends i was giving you advice about that faggot jordan. i love how you arent shallow like all the other girls at conniston, who took me as a total weirdo. you actually got to know me well enough to find out that i wasnt that bad. haha. i miss seeing you everyday, and i miss how we would be crazy together everyday. but how friends like us would usually drift apart, we stayed together and are actually as close as ever now, and thats really amazing considering we dont go to the same school. you help me out with everything, and you tell the honest truth, and that lets me know that you really do care about me. i love you so much, and we will be best friends forever, i know it.

dear taylor olejniczak- ive known you for a really long time and you've seen me go through the weirdest phases. i think its amazing how we have never gotten into a fight before, like ever. i love everything about your personality, and you are always here for me whenever i need you, and thats pretty amazing too. i love the way you think about things, and you always make me feel better when in screwed up. i love how you genuinely dont care what people think about you. i dont know what id do without you, you are definitely one of the people i know that help keep me sane sometimes. you're supportive of the things i do, and if you arent you will let me know, which is good, because most people will just watch the mistake be made. i have so many lovely memories and inside jokes with you, and i really do believe that we will be best friends for the rest of our lives and even after our lives as ghosts. hahaahaa. i love you soososososososoosooo much.

dear janie ohman- im so glad i met you. you mean so much to me, and i can talk to you about anything and everything. you also saved me from not knowming many people at dreyfoos, i always like having someone im close to while im at school. `i remember seeing you at ms. warwicks class and i always thought you were really pretty, and i NEVER would have thought that we would be best friends. like when we started being best friends, i was kinda like wtf. but i love you sooo much and im soo glad. we make the perfect best friend couple, and everything. you make me really happy, despite our minimum amount of disagreements. you really do understand me very well. when we hang out, i really do feel good about myself because youre so supportive stuff. we think the same things alot, and you are like my other half. i love you forever&always. we will last!

dear isabela reyes- you are my sister, you really are. i love you more than anything, and i really do believe you're my sister. you are so ballsy and crazy, but sometimes it does get outta hand and you know why. you're just so different, and beautiful. you are family to me, and my family treats you like family. you get me to do some stupid things with you, but it's all worth it. you teach me alot of things about life, partly from just straight up telling me and partly from your mistakes as well as mine. when im with you, i feel special and who i always aspire to be. im not sure why. but you are an amazing sister. "hold me and tell me we'll burn like stars, we'll burn as we fall"