Day 2- crush

Alright.. well I don't really have a 'crush'. whenever i would have a new crush, it would never work out with them anyway. i have never actually dated someone i liked. i guess i have always dated out of pity. and i really have to stop dating these guys that i can barely see, and date a guy that goes to my school or something. but of course, one that i actually LIKE. these things seem to be a big part of my life, and i hate that. i mean, i have the weirdest taste in guys. i always end up dating guys that seem to be gay and i hate that alot as well. but whatever, this is something that shouldn't matter to me, so i'm not going to let it.